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A Blue Rose Case, Most Definitely

by Bridge818

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1.
The beauty in heartbreak is knowing That you can only feel this low now Because you felt so alive once before So I sit alone in my thoughts of you Not a moment wasted We loved and grew together We dissected every single aspect of reality And came to the joint conclusion that It's all just bullshit anyways So I sit alone in my thoughts of you Star crossed twin flames We planted our seeds a thousand lifetimes ago With each turn of the page We get to sit and watch our tree grow Maybe next time we'll get to sit under our tree for a little bit longer And once again experience true home So I sit alone in my thoughts of you Comfortable in the fact that Somewhere in the multiverse You and I are sat on my sofa listening to Earth Ancients Me giving you that "I told you so" look Evetime Cliff brings up the Akashic Records Uncomfortable with the knowledge that It'll almost definitely never happen again in this one So I sit alone in my thoughts of you Am I awake? Have I finally gone insane? Is there even a difference? If I dream of you tonight I won't want to wake up I can't wake up I can't keep losing you So I sit alone in my thoughts of you I wonder if the sun will even rise again tomorrow Or if these tears are destined to bring forth the destruction of Atlantis? And then I smile a little bit inside Because you're the only person alive Who'd have found that shit funny
2.
2:53 01:38
4am again I can't pretend the light ain't seeping in If I was a gremlin This would surely be the end My friend This cabin in the woods Stood for many years Regardless of the hardships The false flags And foolish fears Impeccable fortress Where the grass is overgrown Maybe if I stay here long enough The rest of the world will leave me alone I'm never alone Kitty's always there looking down on me Judging my every single movement Every failed moment Woven into her tapestry The owls are my protectors The birds sing a pretty song Images lining these walls Line up to 1 1 1 1 more daydream then I'm done Put the kettle on And place you comfortably under my arm Now this is not forever This is barley even for now Dream about you a little bit longer And avoid the sleep paralysis somehow But for now I must reside in This solitary cabin Looking up at these tall walls And hope they don't cave in Images of you and me Help maintain this structures stability You're not the cause of my happy You just add to it 10am again I can't pretend the light ain't pouring in The sheep got tired Of waiting for my wired mind To expire Oliver Hart on my headphones All of her heart is what I want to own But now I'll lay here on my own And dream of you
3.
Thursday 02:30
Erratic energy Elegantly flowing with effortless motion Lost to the breeze Disconnected from the ocean A wayward river Destructive in nature A confluence of consciousness This rivers entwines connecting us Turbulent Inconsistent Isolated Conflicted A solo journey The path of most resistance The river shivered with indifference As the sunlight hit your golden Dancing like flames through the night Ok, wait Let’s escape This landscape Move forward and forsake This physical boundary Embrace a collective reality Embrace what we are to we Embrace the owls They ain’t what they seem Embrace me a damn fine cup of tea This is home This is serenity “This is the place. This is exactly the way it is supposed to be” And even if it only lasts a moment? Well, fuck it! I’ll hold it In my heart And in my memories For eternity But incidentally The symmetry of this energy Was a trip to me It lasted for an eternity And flowed through infinity Nature bowing to its simplicity Consciousness constructed By its complexity A thousand ships for its beauty A Blue Rose wrapped in its own mystery Schrödinger's theory Where nothing exists outside This pocket reality That we created So effortlessly The calm was overwhelming A reflection Of heaven That was set in Our collective imagination But fuck me, was it compelling? Trapped between those two worlds Tracing those three words Never to be heard Never to be observed Forever known Forever owned Those words They aren't a loan I write them from my home Trace them onto your skin So they dissolve So nobody will ever know But I know I'll just lay here and hope this lasts forever Forever Forever ever And as our paths inevitably do part Leaving my heart With a to be continued question mark I know that if I don't kiss you now You might be gone forever And as our paths inevitably do part Leaving my heart With a to be continued question mark
4.
In Dreams 02:49
The ocean was a vast and silent abyss We danced like fearless children On purple waves of creation Before our egos replaced dream With expectation We watched Atum rise from the Nu And set forth a series of events that would inevitably lead To our final kiss Fingers intertwined as we tip toed our way to the edge of the multiverse Tracing multidimensional Ley lines Each one leading back to our first touch Tracing new consolations on to your skin Mapping out new timelines that birth Life, death, love, hate, beauty, pain True balance Together as Sah we sit by the river Watching countless worlds born Then blink out of existence We witness the first rains of Atlantis As off in the distance gods and peasants acquiesce To their sentences Filling pyramids with ancient secrets That would one day will be considered by the smartest of all As mythology We played kiss chase on Mars Danced to Eyedea amongst the stars You took a fat cat nap on my lap And as I stroked your hair I studied the Akashic Records to see if Zak Snyder was ever gonna make a decent movie Or at least one that Vaguely moves me We park on Mulholland Drive I kiss you one last time Stroke your hair Held back my cry And as each bird chirps it's next goodbye I'm desperately trying to hold on To that vivid feeling that is you That is your kiss Before the distance seems further The minutes seem longer And now I'm torn asunder Lost in a world without you But, you're always with me In dreams And if all dreams are Are simply windows into alternate realities And parallel versions of us Then I never wanna wake up again Because I miss you So fucking much
5.
Remember when we were sat by the river Talking for hours As we watched the world speed by around us? Fire and water never danced so elegantly As when we were together We watched Ra say goodnight to another day We walked the smoke filled chaos With a rose tinted haze But, little did we know that night Everything would change A pack of cards A hotel lobby You and me Lost in conversation Excavating information Twin Flames split at creation If this ain't love It's a perfect imitation Spiritual elevation came that night As your head pressed against my chest I held you tight Stroked your hair Closed my eyes And realised that This is what home must feel like I love you Never before so lost in a moment That I can close my eyes Reach out and still own it I just want one more day with your flame Before Anubis takes my heart away to weight One last kiss One last moment bliss Bridging forward a balance that even Ra and Apophis Couldn't resist I just want to fall into the Abyss That is you My Blue Rose I could spend the rest of my life watching your erratic energy grow Peaceful and serine A dream returning me To a serenity That was previously we The curtains sway in the blood red Time lost within the chevron Trapped between our 2 worlds I dream of you
6.
So it turns out our final kiss had already been experienced I was just too blind or optimistic to admit it Now I've always been cool with admitting when I'm wrong But on this occasion It fucking hurts man Our last kiss a rushed bliss in the car park of LAX I still reflect without a step of regret all of the ways that we grew together All of the ways that our lives have changed Forever I still dream of alternate realities where you and I are happy Distance isn't an issue and we continue to watch each other grow I still think about us driving for hours Through the mountains Me not being able to take my eyes off of you I can't say I'm happy with the decision But I know we both held onto this thing for as long as we possibly could But with distance being a bell end And Covid being a massive cunt There's only so much pain that love can endure Yet our love still grows I just wish I had the words to tell you What a better person I am because of your influence I just wish I had the words to tell you That you still mean Everything to me I guess I'm having trouble letting go of my true home I guess I'm having trouble going back the the life I did previously know I don't want to let you go I want to stay right here in this conversation with you Forever But at the end of the day and above all else I just want you to be happy And that doesn't come with the condition that it's me that you've got to be happy with But I'm not going to lie I wouldn't mind if I could spend the rest of my life Or just another few nights Stroking your hair So I guess what I want to say is Thank you for giving me the opportunity to be me Thank you for teaching me how to love unconditionally Thank you for the world that I now see Just thank you for seeing me And remember you're never alone in this life No matter where you go, my heart will be with you Fire and water will dance forever I can't wait to dream about you tonight I love you Forever Across all the realities Goodbye my love

about

A Blue Rose Case, Most Definitely, is my little concept EP of 6 songs telling the story of love, spiritual growth and inevitable fall.


Dedicated to my Blue Rose

I hope you're happy wherever you are in life.

Forever.

Across all the realities.

Bridge x

credits

released June 7, 2023

All music, lyrics and album art by Bridge818

Samples on Thursday, from Twin Peaks Season 2 Episode 19 "Variations on Relations" (Please don't hate me, Lynch)

Sample on Trapped Between 2 Worlds, was re recorded by my mate Liz, but originally came from an Earth Ancients podcast

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Bridge818 London, UK

Spoken word artist from near London

Raps about
Mental Health,
Star Wars,
Cats,
Twin Peaks,
Consciousness,
Love,
Super Mario,

Influence by
Eyedea,
Aesop Rock,
Mike Patton,
MF DOOM,
Outkast,
David Lynch,
Sage Francis,
Cartoons,
John Carpenter,
Saul Williams,
you get the point

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